Summer’s ending and I’m feeling super nostalgic. I don’t think I could have imagined my summer turning out the way it did because of its absolutely shitty beginning. But I finally got to experience being single going into my 20th year! Even though I stayed single for a whopping two months (shame on me, I guess - not really) I have learned so much about myself. I met a guy and I like where things are headed currently. We came from similar situations. I wish that I could tell myself that things were going to work out for me, in the beginning. Because I reached a place of depression I didn’t think I’d ever reach. And now I’m at a high, and not just solely because I’m being fucked well but because I’ve learned how to be happy with myself and my body. And now I know what I want out of life and I’m demanding it.